ahhhhhhhhhhh!! Why do I have to crush on the ones that aren’t worth it? The ones that disappoint? Why can’t I stop thinking of him..wondering… What the Fuk is his deal?? He knows we communicate well.. texting, talking… face to face; we’re attracted to each other; we get along and enjoy each other’s company while understanding each other.!!! WHY does this NOT interest him enough to “get on the ball”?? ARGHHHH!

I say “cancel” when random thoughts pop in my head. ANDfull body, “NEXT!!” when they are repetitive… I don’t get why guys are soooo dumb sometimes!!