Though I don’t understand your lack of contact with me, I have to LISTEN to it and respect your process, as I was not great at either while in our relationship and I am so so sorry for that. I really do hope that someday we will be able to continue the friendship we began. There are very few people in this world that I’d welcome sitting in a car with for 10hrs at a time… pretty special indeed.
In the meantime, I have torn my place and car upside-down and cannot find my pair of dark red prescription glasses. If you have them I am requesting that you (carefully) send them to me and my parking pass as that costs me both money and time to replace and it still have 2 months left on it.
You taught me a lot.
I just didn’t feel it necessary to meet up just yet…I didn’t feel like it was a good idea. Don’t get me wrong…I would like to be friends as well…but I didn’t feel like I had a sit down conversation in me and didn’t feel like you had any explaining to do. You said you had to apologize for some things but i didn’t feel like you had to at all. I would definitely like to meet up in the future though…I’m going through some craziness right now…been having physical pains…may have a hernia …hurts like hell…going to doctor on Monday…back pains…etc…I am falling apart! BUT, I definitely don’t have your glasses…I’ll check my car out…but I’m pretty sure of it. I will however send your parking pass back to you.”
he sent the pass back a week later… with NO note 😦 FUCK I miss him!!